i miss you big guy

Kenang andraspati , I miss you :( , today he text me like this :
Mngkn suatu saat nanti, entah bsk, lusa ato kpn, hanya Tuhan yg tau.
wktu dmn ak sdh tdk dsampingmu.
wktu dmn ak sdh tdk prnh ada kabar lg.
wktu dmn ak sdh tdk ada didunia km.
yakinlah, bhwa ak bnr2 tulus sm km, apapun itu bntknya,
ak sdh mlakukan smuanya buat km :)
bye
Do you know ? Its KILLING ME !
I ♥ you , I'm sorry abt my attitude like ɑ child , but this is the way I loved you :(
10 days is like ɑ hundred , ɑ thousand days ! I miss A LOT , when we shared , when we do it together , when we kiss aaaaaaa (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩) miss you , my big boy , ex boyfriend I mean :(